>Its was same same as yesterday…I went to edit…taking same road…though there was no accident today.

One more difference was I had a long chat with my maa…I can not exactly remember what we were talking about…but after some weeks maa started talking again…sometimes it seems like i can not touch maa any more…there is a unbridgeable distance between us whatever I do…it started after Baba’s death…I can not handle the concept that my existence does not give her any consolation in life in reality…its so much conceptual…it must have started after I started staying in kolkata for further study…almost 15years back…we have lost our importance of existence or can say any meaning of our existence to each other …it is more conceptual now…ultimately we are mother daughter…this is possibly what is called uprooted…our lives are so different now.
Edit was absolutely same boring…”boring is an understatement”…it was irritating…nothing specific but the whole situation irritated me…though I do not think that matters…the best thing was lunch…and Alpana’s hilarious story of Jeebreshi meditation…Sweta and Vimalbhai had some cold war…which was definitely enjoyable….both take their life too seriously and other’s life too lightly…I can not deny they both lead a dedicated life…for the work…by the work…the only conflict is whose work is more importatnt…which pissed Tarini off…though I am still not sure whose work was more important…Joining some boring footage is a meaningless way whose use is still not clear to me…or repairing an unused stereo player almost as an emergency work.
Another best thing is kind of thought about treatment of land acquisition film and thought about a nice film idea for aid gurgaon…I think both will work well…:))…I think I work well when pissed off.
D is out of town…will be back on Friday…I dont like home when he is out…P is trying to get rid of her bad habit…i just hope she really does it…she said she did not tell a single lie today…teenage is scary and also these teenagers…you have no idea when they start having flings with some bad habit…
Hope will manage to sleep soon
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